Lash (
thewunderkind) wrote2011-01-12 06:51 am
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[Leon was a good tracker right? If anyone could find where Blacky was, it was him. He'd bolted out after her anyway.
Why did she run away like that....wanted to forget everything...the pattern was too similar to a decision she had made last year.
She'd half-dressed up in the outfit Jake had left for her that night when she simply couldn't do it or think about all the swirling thoughts in her mind about that night and her words and EVERYTHING pretty much, and instead walked over to Uxie's dorm and knocked pretty loudly and firmly.]
It's me.
Why did she run away like that....wanted to forget everything...the pattern was too similar to a decision she had made last year.
She'd half-dressed up in the outfit Jake had left for her that night when she simply couldn't do it or think about all the swirling thoughts in her mind about that night and her words and EVERYTHING pretty much, and instead walked over to Uxie's dorm and knocked pretty loudly and firmly.]
It's me.

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The door's open, wunderkind.
[No point trying to turn her away; she wasn't about to give up so easily. He'd never been the sort of creature to ignore someone seeking answers, anyway.]
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YOU.
What did you do with Blacky?!
[A wild accusation. She has no idea if it's him or not, but she wants to remain angry in case she needs to be angry as if Lash needs a reason to be angry]
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Have you mistaken me for the being of emotion, wunderkind? I do not respond to irrationality and baseless accusations. I respond to reason.
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[She gets closer to him.]
What. The fuck. Did you do with Blacky?
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[Having said so, he crawls further under the blanket, until only his tails are dangling off the edge of the drawer.]
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[And you're doing this on purpose. Are you trying to trick her, whatever she's so angry she completely falls for it and grabs him by his tiny tail.]
And stop trying to ignore me like I'm not worth your time!
[PUUUUULL]
I want to do what you did with her!
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Release me, or I'll open my eyes!
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Owwwww! You asshole!
[But her grip is released.]
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You aren't worth my time, wunderkind. Without evidence or reason, you invade my room and claim I am responsible for Blacky's fate. You lay hands on me as if I am a toy, hoping to intimidate me because you are bigger than I.
Has it perhaps not occurred to you that I cared for Blacky as well?
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You know what she said? She said "I just want to forget everything. I admit it. I'm not strong enough to deal with it."
[Points a finger]
I'm sorry, but that is more than enough proof to...
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Yes, of course it is. And anyone who has ever wanted to forget anything inevitably falls prey to my foul, devious clutches. Shall I turn myself into the police for my cold-blooded murder now?
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[And she falls on Uxie's unused human bed. Lash has dealt with death before of course, hell she's killed countless both directly and indirectly. But having actually talked with someone, cared for them and then know they died...it's...very different than anything she's felt before.
So this is what a loss feels like.]
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Have you run out of accusations, wunderkind?
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[It doesn't make sense.]
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...
That doesn't explain why she was frightened or acting like a lost puppy. I've never seen her do that before, even when she was an eevee for a while.
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Perhaps it had something to do with her door being smashed down in the middle of the night. I hear that tends to make people skittish.
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Not if you just spoke to them and told them you were coming over!
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[Just want to play games like she did...]
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[He crawls back under the blanket, this time making sure to tuck his tails around his body.]
Am I the one playing games, wunderkind? Am I really only pretending to care?
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[Goddammit, she really hates to be the one on the receiving side of these questions.]
Alright...supposing you did it, but you also cared for her.
Why did you do it then, knowing what would happen?
[It's all theory of course. But it's what makes the most sense with what he's said. She thinks. Man it's hard to figure out anything when dealing with Uxie. She also hates the fact she admires him in that.]
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...He's too tired for his games. Too tired to shuffle truths and half-truths and outright lies and see if this little human can tell which is which. So instead, a mumbled quote:]
The Pixies though they love us, behold us pass away,
And are not sad for flowers they gathered yesterday.
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...
[But she doesn't say anything. For some reason it seems like the both of them are tired, and whatever the answer is, maybe it's better for her to stay in the dark.]
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I would like to be alone now, wunderkind. If you have any more accusations to share, please get them out of your system now.
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Did she suffer before dying? Was it quick?
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Good.
[She walks out and closes the door a little less dramatically-than-before.
There might have been a tiny bit of tears in her eyes. Maybe.]